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Happy Thanksgiving!

298210I want to share with you a letter that I wrote for my brother-in-law last year. He was preparing a Thanksgiving sermon to deliver at his church and wanted stories about being thankful through the difficult times and even for the difficult times.

A major driver for embarking on this full time RV life of adventure was the loss of our younger son. A disruptive life event like that forces you to re-examine everything in your life, including priorities and goals. It changed my perspective forever. Here’s the letter from a year ago:

For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper 
you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. 
(Jeremiah 29:11 NIV)

I’ve always known that God’s compassionate hand was weaving my life’s 
tapestry. I’ve experienced too many unexpected twists and seemingly random 
“coincidences” that served to put me just where I needed to be. Some of 
those unexpected twists and turns seemed terrible at that moment, and it’s 
only by looking back at the pattern over time that I can see how those 
difficult experiences ultimately served my greater good. Like the time I 
was on the verge of losing my job, but then an opportunity for a much better
one just fell into my lap. That new job lasted 25 years and provided 
handsomely for my family. Or the time I fell in love with a beautiful 
brand new house, but we just couldn’t quite swing it financially, and then 
someone else contracted to buy it. However, that sale on the house fell 
through, the developer instead used it as a model and office, and two years 
later when our finances had improved, we were able to purchase that very 
same, never-lived-in house at a discount during the developer’s close out 
sale. It was our beautiful home for 20 years.

June 7, 2012, the worst day of my life, began like any other day. My 
husband and I went off to work. Our older son was away at college. Having 
just finished high school, our younger son, Nathan, was enjoying a few days 
of summer freedom before starting classes at the local community college. 
As usual, he had unspecified plans with friends. My mind was full of the 
minutiae of work, chores and dinner - until we received the phone call. 
There had been an accident and we needed to come to the hospital right away.
It’s all a blur now – the frantic drive to the hospital, interminable wait 
in the waiting room, being taken back to a private room where a sad-eyed 
doctor said “I’m so sorry … we did all that we could”. Our son, my baby, 
was dead.

What do you do when the unthinkable occurs? Initially, you just keep 
breathing, and do the next thing that must be done. Nathan’s death also 
meant the death of the hopes and dreams and future we had planned for him. 
We had to re-frame our entire lives around his absence. Despite it all I 
knew, even then, that somehow this was God’s plan for Nathan’s life. He 
got to experience all of the delights and frustrations of childhood, 
without having to go through the trials and disappointments of adulthood. 
Not a bad deal, really.

So at this time of year when we especially focus on giving thanks, what 
do I give thanks for?

I am thankful for the time that we had our son. Friends of mine recently 
lost a child just days after birth. I got Nathan for 18 whole years. I got 
to experience Christmas’s and Halloweens, first days of school, soccer 
games, and band concerts. We baked cookies, battled over homework and his 
messy room, laughed together and had adventures. I saw him grow from 
adorable baby, through terrible twos and turbulent teens, into a caring, 
sensitive young man starting to find his place in the world. Shortly before 
he died, Nathan told us that his friends voted and we won for “coolest 
parents”. How many parents of teenagers get to hear that? Nathan knew we 
loved him, and we knew he loved us. There was nothing left unsaid, no 

I am thankful for the incredible outpouring of love and support we 
experienced in the days and weeks following Nathan’s death. Our family, 
friends, coworkers and church family just surrounded us and lifted us up 
during those initial days of shock and grief. Their support and 
understanding helped, more than they can know. Now, knowing just how 
much that support means, I try to reach out to others who grieve. I can 
offer the perspective of someone who’s “been there” and gotten through it.

I am thankful for the healing gift that time brings. It has been more 
than 5 years since that terrible day. It takes time to re-define your 
life after a major disruption. Gradually, we have been able to adjust and 
make new plans - wonderfully exciting plans - for an early-retirement 
adventure, living and traveling full time in a motor home. Had Nathan 
lived, we would still be helping and supporting him financially, and would 
never have been able to follow our dream this soon. I would happily delay 
our plans if I could have Nathan back. But I can’t. This was part of God’s 
plan for our life and we intend to fully embrace the adventure. We leave 
just after Thanksgiving.

Most of all, I am thankful for God’s gift of eternal life. I have not 
“lost” Nathan, he is not gone – just transitioned back to the Spirit 
form, our true form. We are all Spiritual beings having a human experience. 
I often feel Nathan’s presence and I know that he hangs out with me.  
We can still be together, just not in the same way. Our physical 
separation is painful, but it is only temporary. One day, I’ll transition 
from this physical body and we’ll be truly together again. There will be 
lots of hugs! In the meantime, I choose to make the most of this life 
that God has granted me.

I am grateful that we are blessed with the financial means to take this incredible journey. I am grateful for our robust health, which allows us to take full advantage of this grand adventure. I am grateful for the family and friends that encourage and support us. I am grateful to Almighty God for His guidance and His Angels that protect us. We are incredibly blessed.

Happy Thanksgiving to all!

Now We’re Official!

You know you have truly arrived at a new position when you get business cards with your new title. It turns out that RV-ers have business cards too! It is a handy tool to provide contact information and blog address. It’s certainly better than painstakingly spelling out our blog URL to someone who is writing it down on the back of a napkin! (Yes, that has happened)

I spent an hour or two on the (clunky) Office Depot “Same Day” print web site, plunked down a credit card, and – voila! Business cards!


We are now officially Professional RV-ers!

I’m also “outing” myself as a Reiki Master and Certified Angel Card Reader for those who may not know. It’s out there now – can’t take it back!

Divine Timing

trustI’ve been ready to start this adventure for a very long time. I’ve been pushing things along for several years, trying to speed up the timetable, any way I could. But, somehow, all of the needed factors just wouldn’t come together. I have just had to be patient (never one of my strong suits) and wait until all was in order.

Now I understand why.

Jeff’s parents moved down here many years ago to be near us and our children. Although the relationship hasn’t always flowed smoothly, they have been nearby to celebrate the holidays with us, go to kid concerts, and generally share in the ups and downs of life. Leaving them aging and alone, with no family anywhere around, has been a long-time concern.

Early last year, Jeff’s mom’s ongoing health issues worsened, she went physically downhill quickly and passed away a few months later. That experience took a significant toll on Dad. He soon found a lady friend and seemed to be doing well, enjoying life and a new relationship. However early this year his health took a turn for the worse, and he never really bounced back. After another hospitalization in early October, it has become very apparent that he is no longer able to live independently.  Reluctantly, he has agreed to go into assisted living at a facility in Indianapolis, near his daughter and other family.

We expected this time to be a gentle wind-down to retirement, but the last few weeks have been an unanticipated flurry of activity to develop a plan of action, find a suitable facility, arrange to manage his finances and sell his property, all while dealing with his existing health issues and needs. It’s been physically taxing as well as emotionally draining. It’s so difficult to see a loved one decline physically and cognitively.

Had this all come to a head AFTER we were on the road, everything would have been so much more difficult to manage. The fact that we were still here, is a blessing. It is a blessing that a spot just happened to open up at the assisted living facility nearest my sister-in-law. She is a nurse and has worked at similar facilities most of her career, making her the ideal person to oversee his ongoing health care needs.

It’s God’s perfect timing (again). We needed to be here long enough to see to Dad’s needs and get him settled into the best long-term situation.  It’s been a scramble to get everything done, but by Thanksgiving Dad will be settled in his new place, his condo will be cleared out, and finances put in order. We’ll be able to head north as we planned next Sunday.

God is always good and I am truly thankful that His timing is so much better than mine.